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Beautiful lie by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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Beautiful lie

Everybody just see's chocolate brown eyes but no one see's the color of despair behind them, they all just see simple cheeks not the tears that go down them, they see my lips but not the words coming out, the words pleading for a savior. They see my happy outside but not my pitiful inside, everyone just see's a lie, a lie ive been masking for the longest time. No one will see the truth because when it comes to it all we all prefer to see a beautiful lie, than an ugly truth.

Smile by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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Smile

Look at your smile its as bright as the sun, one look at it and everyone is in love. It's so beautiful and frail I wonder, is that even fair? But just look at my smile its as dark as the night, one look and everyone flees with fright. Why do you have a better smile than me? Is it because I no longer have light in me? I envy your smile I want it so bad, but deep down inside I know that won't happen because my smile was meant to be a silent tragedy.

Life with a semicolon by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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Life with a semicolon

I just lost my best friend;I will find a new one Kids bully me at school;I will show them that they're wrong Suicide is my only thought;I will think about life and its offers I think I have diabetes;I will live life with it,and not give up I am too shy;I will get out of my shell I am ugly,fat,and I will never find love;I am smart,one of a kind and I will find love I don't live my life with a . , I live it with a ; because there is always much more to it.

I am not your slave by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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I am not your slave

Boss me around won't give me my own voice, hurt me internally leaving me with wounds. I try to escape, but you just come back Why can't you see that I just want to be free? You say that I can't survive that I need you, truth is you need me you make me feel worthless, how heartless can you be? I am tired of you, tired of being chained. One day I shall leave, leave you in dismay, maybe then you'll see that I am not your slave, I am just your friend.

The Akatsuki are here! ch.1: New Arrivals by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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The Akatsuki are here! ch.1: New Arrivals

Ahtziri's P.O.V It was the middle of the night.It had rained all night and I just couldn't go to sleep.I had the sensation that something was going to happen, I just didn't know what.I tossed and turned in my bed again.I stared looking at the window after I decided that I just couldn't sleep. *thump!* All of a sudden I saw a white light outside my window. "Must've been lightning,"I mumbled out loud.Then I heard some voices coming from the living room.I figured it must've been Georgehalo or Sir.George the magnificent as he liked to be called.I wouldn't dream of calling him that.I decided to go to the living room and see wha

The best of me by PandoraMichaelis, literature

Crystal Dragon by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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Crystal Dragon

Delicate as a crystal strong as a dragon, I break into pieces then I reform and become stronger. Words insult me they also inspire me, they just describe me we work in harmony. Emotions are my enemies they're also my friends, we battle battle each other in a never ending battle. My world revolves around this its not a sunshine island, its also not a Hell based dungeon one way I shall survive this, since I am a crystal dragon.

Little lone flower by PandoraMichaelis, literature

We are.. by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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We are..

Scars of emotion colors of darkness, pushed aside and missunderstood, we are viewed as emos. Greatest grades with glasses on, teachers pet suspenders on, we are called nerds. Amazing athletes involved in every sport, voted MVP going down to the champion league, we are admired as the jocks. Make up on looked as the fashion star, known by everybody hated by many, we call ourselves the popular girls. Every human viewed differently, treated differently acts differently. Yet, We are all the same. PandoraMichaelis

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Beautiful lie by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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Smile by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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Smile

Life with a semicolon by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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Life with a semicolon

I am not your slave by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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I am not your slave

The Akatsuki are here! ch.1: New Arrivals by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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The Akatsuki are here! ch.1: New Arrivals

The best of me by PandoraMichaelis, literature

Crystal Dragon by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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Crystal Dragon

Little lone flower by PandoraMichaelis, literature

We are.. by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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We are..

The unheard messages by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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I am weak by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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I am weak

I am weak because I can't swim, I can't fly. I can't speak. Because I am afraid of the outside world. I am weak because I cry, I let my emotions in my way, I don't stand up, I just die. I am weak because, when I was called a dumb birthday slut, I just cried. Because when I was bullied, I just kept silent. When I was thought of having a disease, suicide was my only thought. But at the end I realised that I am not weak, I am strong. I was strong enough to not commit suicide, to blossom from my cuts, to speak for my own. Because I was strong enough to realise that no matter what, I will always be weak. PandoraMichaelis

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Life of a fallen angel by PandoraMichaelis, literature

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Life of a fallen angel

I am a fallen angel, I fell from the skies of Heaven, and landed on Hell. I was lost, until I met you, the Devil, you were a perfect weapon for protection. You and I were unbroken, we even decided to set the world on fire..... Until the day betrayed me. I was so upset that I even lost my wings, and died. In the end I realised that you were using me, and for that I will never let you seal my coffin. I hope you remember my last goodbye, because that is the last good memory you will ever have. I hope you burn in your home, in the fires of Hell. PandoraMichaelis

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About PandoraMichaelis

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Aug 1
United States
Deviant for 11 years
She / Her

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My Bio

That's the wrong hole

Favourite Movies

Zootopia and Spirited Away

Favourite TV Shows

Big Bang Theory, Stranger Things, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Lady Gaga

Favourite Books

Looking for Alaska,The man who loved clowns,A Midsummer Night's Dream

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe

Favourite Games

LoL,Heroes of the Storm,Fire Emblem:Awakening + many more

Favourite Gaming Platform

Wii,Nintendo 3Ds,PC

Tools of the Trade

My imagination, a big pencil and a tiny writing journal

Other Interests

Kpop

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PandoraMichaelis

Oct 22, 2018

oof I was going through it when I created this account.

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PandoraMichaelis

Nov 15, 2014

We can update now?

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PandoraMichaelis

Nov 15, 2014

Hello!!!!!

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                Well it's been 2 years since I created this account.I was 13 when I made it and now im 15 cx.Iv'e just looked through everything I have: every single poem and journal entry, and I can truly say that i've changed a lot.I no longer have suicidal thoughts and I am doing fine n.n.Also, I am more clear on my sexuality now....I am not bisexual.I'm straight.That's just how it is and im happy that I have a better understanding on my sexuality cx.A lot of my journal entries made me facepalm myself.My taste in music has changed a lot too. I no longer listen to Black Veil Brides,Pierce the Veil,Blood on the dance floor,Falling in Rever