Shop Mobile More Submit  Join Login
I thought I could call you a best friend,
I thought that in the worst of times,
 you'd be there for me.
I thought I could tell you my deppest
 of secrets,with no worries of anybody
  else knowing.

That I could cry on your shoulder 
 when I needed,
That you would always give me hand,
That in the darkest of times,
 you would light the way to
 happiness.
That laughter made our bond stronger,
That death was our only seperation.

I thought that when everyone abandoned me,
 you would be next to me.
Guess what? 
I was abandoned and you were not next to me,
I thought wrong of you,
None of my thoughts came true.
But then again my thoughts never 
come true. 


Well I just went through a big friendship break up and well this is what I kinda feel towards that one friend that abandoned me.
Add a Comment:
 
:iconxpaintitblackx:
XpaintitblackX Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I know how you feel. I've got a big school transition coming up and loads of people have turned against me because I'm emo.
Reply
:iconpandoramichaelis:
PandoraMichaelis Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
aww that's sad..come over here :hug:
Reply
:iconxpaintitblackx:
XpaintitblackX Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks. :)
Reply
:iconpandoramichaelis:
PandoraMichaelis Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
guess everyone goes through this unfourtanetly
Reply
:iconbluechickens:
Bluechickens Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know how you feel.... NOW I HAVE FRIENDS ON THE INTERNET!!! WHOOHOO!!
Reply
:iconpandoramichaelis:
PandoraMichaelis Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
haha good for you! I sure hope im one of them..jk..and yeah I guess everyone goes through this in some point of their lives unfortunally.
Reply
:iconbluechickens:
Bluechickens Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
yeah.. BUT HEY! INTERNETS GOT YA!
Reply
:iconccoolchic1:
ccoolchic1 Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2013   Writer
this reminds me of what happened to me in the summer with some of my friends. I wrote a couple poems too about it. :/
Reply
:iconpandoramichaelis:
PandoraMichaelis Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
im sorry, but I guess situations like this inspire people
Reply
:iconclarissabelle:
clarissabelle Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I really wish I could fav this again.
Reply
:iconrealartizt:
realARTIZT Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
:sniff: i've been through a LOT of friends fake and real and this hit me because this is exactly how i felt for a long time ..."abandoned". no one was ever really there when i needed them. awesome poem and truly relatable and full of that heartbreak. keep up the awesome work :)

welcome to #SayItHere!
Reply
:iconpandoramichaelis:
PandoraMichaelis Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
thank you!
I really appreciate the feedback :hug:
Reply
:iconrealartizt:
realARTIZT Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
you're sooooo very welcome- twas my pleasure :)
Reply
:iconnikolass83gianni:
nikolass83gianni Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:toocool: ... :star::star::star::star::star: BEAUTIFUL & AWESOME :star::star::star::star::star: ... :iconfav3dplz: ... :iconllama3dplz: ... :+devwatch: ... :iconthumbsupplz:
Reply
:iconpandoramichaelis:
PandoraMichaelis Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
thanks!:w00t:
Reply
:iconclarissabelle:
clarissabelle Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I know exactly what you mean. I'm going through this with my best friend too.
Reply
:iconpandoramichaelis:
PandoraMichaelis Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
oh im sorry thats happening to you.
But the thing that made me the most angry is that she choose some girl who she barely knew for like 2 months over me who she has known since 4th grade.
Reply
:iconclarissabelle:
clarissabelle Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Woooow. I think you've got it worse. All mine is doing is kind of withdrawing. She just won't speak to me the way she used to. It used to be us and against the world and now it's kind of every girl for herself. But I'm so sorry. That isn't right at all. It's sad.
Reply
:iconpandoramichaelis:
PandoraMichaelis Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
yeah well its been hurtful to deal with....but I've managed to heal and become stronger its my other best friend who has taken this situation more emotionally and I worry about her...I am so sorry about you and your best friend I hope things get back to normal I dont want anybody going through the same expirience as me.
*sigh* I still have those best friends keychain I was going to give her ):
Reply
:iconclarissabelle:
clarissabelle Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I'm sorry. I know how it feels to worry. That's another reason I worry about my best friend. She and I are, I wouldn't say suicidal, but we have suicidal tendencies and I worry that without me as a crutch, she'll slip back into her more introverted, quiet, obsessive habits. Or maybe it's me I'm worried about. Who the hell knows, right? I hope that your other friend can find strength in you, and courage. I hope that one day you find another best friend to give that keychain, too. :iconhugplz:
Reply
:iconpandoramichaelis:
PandoraMichaelis Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
well wether u worry about your friend or yourself..to worry is good because it gives u certain lines u dont dare to cross because you know someone will get hurt...in honesty I was actually consedering leaving my best friend(the emotional one)to go hang out with the other friends but I didnt cause I worried about her...she is really shy and I worried about her and how she would survive.But its hard ya know? because I have to provide strength for myself and my best friend but we are healing.
and if u ever need help/advice or someone to talk to about your situation....I just want u to know that u can rely on me for help.Because in a situation like this its good to have someone to talk to.trust me Ive lived through this.
Reply
:iconclarissabelle:
clarissabelle Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I know what you mean. And it's good that you didn't leave your friend. It sounds like guys are really sharing strength. And this experience will help you guys bond. And you can talk to me too. I would love to help. Thank you for offering to help me. It means a lot that you, a complete and total stranger, would offer that. It's very compassionate of you. You have a good heart. I hope that things look up for you and your best friend.
Reply
Hidden by Owner
(1 Reply)
:iconneeshma:
neeshma Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2012  Student General Artist
i feel for you.. well this has happened to me a lot... i dont trust people easily anymore :'( the truth is these kind of incidents make you stronger and less gulliable :) so stay strong
Reply
:iconpandoramichaelis:
PandoraMichaelis Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
well im sorry this happened to you a lot.........and to tell the truth im kinnda happy this happened to me cause now I realise that her friendship was not needed in my life.
Reply
Add a Comment:
 
×

:iconpandoramichaelis: More from PandoraMichaelis


Featured in Collections

Poetry by Argentum-Lupae-Luna

Writing by veronicle


More from DeviantArt



Details

Submitted on
December 22, 2012
Submitted with
Sta.sh Writer
Link
Thumb

Stats

Views
450
Favourites
21 (who?)
Comments
30
×