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I am weakI am weak because
I can't swim,
I can't fly.
I can't speak.
Because I am afraid of the
outside world.
I am weak because
I cry,
I let my emotions in my way,
I don't stand up,
I just die.
I am weak because,
when I was called a
dumb birthday slut,
I just cried.
Because when I was bullied,
I just kept silent.
When I was thought of
having a disease,
suicide was my only thought.
But at the end I realised
that I am not weak,
I am strong.
I was strong enough to
not commit suicide,
to blossom from my cuts,
to speak for my own.
Because I was strong enough
to realise that no matter
what,
I will always be weak.
PandoraMichaelis

The Little BatBorn small and black,
red eyes and fangs,
fury wings and claws.
Misjudged and feared,
thought to carry rabies.
When all it carried was
a broken heart.
Never came out at day,
not because its nocturnal,
but because its was afraid
to be shunned.
Slept upsidedown
to sense if someone
tries to harm it for
its indifference.
Because its afraid.
The little bat never
understood this,
why was she hated?
The little bat was sad.
Sad because it was not loved.
The little bat tried to be loved,
but it never worked.
The little bat died broken hearted
and missunderstood.

You are simply my only true friend...poemWhen my emotions are locked,
I know I can rely on you
to listen to me.
You're the only one to understand
me,
to give me a hand.
When I have a thought,
you will always help me
express it.
You don't even judge me for
who I am.
When the world leaves me,
I know you will stay besides me.
Forever.
Oh how much I love you.
People come and go,
but you will forever
stay with me.
In reality,
you are my only true friend....poem.
PandoraMichaelis

DarknessI am in a room,
a room with no light,
but total darkness.
In the darkness the
only words I hear are
"Kill yourself."
A part of me wants to,
but the other doesnt.
One part wants to grab a
knife and end it all.
It wants to see the
afterlife,
it wants to be in Hell.
The other part wants to live,
its heart thinks about
friend,family,its future.
I am in a battle between
life and death,
and there is no way out,
because wether I live
or die,
I will always be in pure darkness.
PandoraMichaelis

Bloody MaryI am a witch who seeks for skins.
Late at night I get a beautiful girl,
back at my dungeon I take the
flesh and make it my own.
Each new skin brings me youth,
which gives me power.
Villagers come and hunt for me,
too bad they'll never catch me.
Skins I need more skins'
I shall hunt for skins.
The more skins,the more power,
the more they will hunt me,
but I don't care,I just want
skins.
Look at her,
the most beautiful skin in
the village.
I shall hunt her down.
Come to me,yes come!
Come give me power!
Wait!
What's this?
Villagers hunting me down,
I run but they caught me'
I have lost my skin.
Fire,it burns my power,
my skin,
its burning me down,
once its over ill be in Hell.
But in Hell I cant get more skins.
Therefore I shall chant,
a curse giving my soul
immortality.
My skin is gone,
but my soul is not.
Say my name three times,
while looking in a mirror.
Why look in a mirror?
That's an easy answer,
you shall look at the mirror,
so you can look at your
skin one last t

The Death of DreamsKneeling before the alter of pain
She bows her head yet once again
Reaching out hands that tremble so
There is no choice but to let it go
No tears fall from her dark blue eyes
No sound is heard for she swallows her cries
Clenching her fists until her palms do bleed
The cold alter from these red raindrops feed
Unloved is all she has ever known
This alter of pain is her only home
Palms now held up to the uncaring sky
She releases her dreams and lets them fly
Empty and cold she turns and walks away
Her dreams have always been doomed anyway

RazorSweet little friend,
You are the only one that
Truly understands me.

The only one that
Holds my hand
When I am
Breaking.

The one that listens
When I am upset.
The only one that
Hears me crying.
The one that counsels
Me how to cope with life.

And you're hungry
For more blood.

You are jumping and
Screaming
Ready to be fed.

You love the softness of
My skin, and you promise to
Be gentle when you break
Through the vein.
But you're not strong enough.
You aren't sharp and bold
Like the others.

You're such a frail creature
And now it's your turn
To be disposed.

In the trash,
Where you always belonged.

I Had Feelings...My feelings for you

Were no doubt there

And you shared them with me

Thank God, I swear.

But not too long later,

As I think over,

I slowly lose the emotion.

I don’t know what to tell you,

I surely don’t know how!

It was never a one night stand,

We still haven’t held hands,

And my lips are still a virgin to others.

Though I know how this goes

Yet I don’t I don’t remember

How to let you know

I want us to be over.

So soon it happened

And short,

I swear,

It will be.

My feelings to you

Have ceased.

Guess who I amEveryone knows me
I come out at night
I am in your worst nightmares
You hear of me in the scariest
stories ever told!
Everyone fears me
I'm with you all the time
I stalk you 24/7
I am immortal
I will always be here and
I have always been here!
Can you guess who I am?

Dear Dad

Dear dad I love you.

Dear dad you were my world, but that world began to change.

Dear dad; why did you hit mom and make me watch?

Dear dad; why did you beat my brother?

Dear dad I will do anything you ask, just show me you can change for the better.

Dear dad; why did you corner me?

Dear dad; why can’t I stop shaking and crying?

Dear dad; why did I believe you could change?

Please someone help me!
By nora038

1Go on,
Go.
I won't be your freak show.
It's not "funny,"
It's not "cool."
I'm just a girl,
Who didn't know you were so cruel.
I made a mistake,
I'm sorry to say.
I paid for my mistake,
Very dearly today.
You took who I was,
And you tore up my heart.
I'm broken and bent,
I'm falling apart.
The roof of my home,
Has just caved in.
It looks like you did it.
I guess you win

PillsHere's a pill for my broken heart,
A pill for my body parts,
I can never again call holy.
One for each day where I slowly,
Die again, again, and again.
And then,
A few more for each jail visit,
A handful as an alternative for the razors that used to sit,
On my wrist.
Half a bottle for all of the lies.
A bit more just so I can get by.
The rest for all of the tears and blood shed.
Oops, I'm dead.

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won't give me my own voice,
hurt me internally
leaving me with wounds.
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strong as a dragon,
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then I reform and
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they also inspire me,
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Oh but dont worry,
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you'll become the most
colorful flower;
until that day comes,
be patient..
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colors of darkness,
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missunderstood,
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with glasses on,
teachers pet
suspenders on,
we are called
nerds.
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involved in every sport,
voted MVP
going down to the
champion league,
we are admired as
the jocks.
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looked as the
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known by everybody
hated by many,
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by ~PandoraMichaelis, Dec 22, 2012, 5:24:46 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I thought I could call you a best friend,

I thought that in the worst of times,

you'd be there for me.

I thought I could tell you my deppest

of secrets,with no worries of anybody

else knowing.

That I could cry on your shoulder

when I needed,

That you would always give me hand,

That in the darkest of times,

you would light the way to

happiness.

That laughter made our bond stronger,

That death was our only seperation.

I thought that when everyone abandoned me,

you would be next to me.

Guess what?

I was abandoned and you were not next to me,

I thought wrong of you,

None of my thoughts came true.

But then again my thoughts never

come true.

Thoughtsby ~PandoraMichaelis

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2012-2013 ~PandoraMichaelis

Well I just went through a big friendship break up and well this is what I kinda feel towards that one friend that abandoned me.

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~XpaintitblackX Mar 9, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

I know how you feel. I've got a big school transition coming up and loads of people have turned against me because I'm emo.

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~PandoraMichaelis Mar 9, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

aww that's sad..come over here

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~XpaintitblackX Mar 9, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Thanks.

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~PandoraMichaelis Mar 9, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

guess everyone goes through this unfourtanetly

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~Bluechickens Feb 21, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

I know how you feel.... NOW I HAVE FRIENDS ON THE INTERNET!!! WHOOHOO!!

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~PandoraMichaelis Feb 21, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

haha good for you! I sure hope im one of them..jk..and yeah I guess everyone goes through this in some point of their lives unfortunally.

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~Bluechickens Feb 21, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

yeah.. BUT HEY! INTERNETS GOT YA!

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*ccoolchic1 Feb 5, 2013 Student Writer

^{this reminds me of what happened to me in the summer with some of my friends. I wrote a couple poems too about it. :/}

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~PandoraMichaelis Feb 5, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

im sorry, but I guess situations like this inspire people

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=clarissabelle Jan 26, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

I really wish I could fav this again.

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